The Jerry Drake Varnell Bombing Was Psychological Warfare Against the General Public
How do I know? Google his name. Mine is usually next to it.
The State had lots of options, all of them better, but chose to make it a big show to leverage fear of domestic terrorism against voters. If he did not have the access to what we provided him, he wouldn’t have been able to do this. Someone had to hold his hand start to finish. Before I go into specifics of the trial and my role in the investigation and trial, I need to preface it with how socially disgusting and irrational jurors are with this writing. People in this society have conflated being a “good” human with worshiping the abusive authority that tramples their peers. People are dying daily in concrete graves for the arbitrary scribblings of wealthy suits. Existentially invalid policies that only push the corporate construct. The corporate construct demolishes the environment that sustains us while citing our survival. Many parts of the law are called doctrines. Indoctrination is accepting a set of beliefs uncritically, without thinking. Any judge that cites a certain doctrine as excuse for a ruling and without permitting challenge to it(or only pretending to) is automatically wrong. There are those of us trapped by the system, then there are people that are proudly so, and love it as long as it works for them.
His attorney’s absurd attempt at a foundation for discrediting the State through me comes from two things: 1) my threats to the court in 2010 after their tyrant social depravity championing my son’s mother plus statements that court and its enforcers made about it afterwards and 2) cannabis. My son’s mother wanted custody and benefits so she made up stories that I threatened her, in order to get emergency custody granted. She enlisted my ex-girlfriends to do the same. No domestic violence even, just saying I made threats that I did not. The domestic violence was committed by them but that ruins the narrative of “Brent’s crazy, a predator, etc!” I gave the lies no weight and didn’t go to court as I was told my presence wasn’t absolutely required. It was granted by default because I was not there. The judge in my Cleveland County cases that they are using, was previously listed as a victim in my federal case for making the phone threat, and subsequently ruled against me in a revenge ruling, then got the deputy to try and delete the recordings.
That pretend forcefield being granted by default, later, I was invited by my girlfriend to her house to a police presence. In Oklahoma, the person that claimed they were afraid of someone they painted to be a monster can contact that mispainted monster all day every day without repercussion but if that monster, mispainted responds even once, sends even a single text back they go to the State’s concrete and steel revenue generation box looking like a stalker. Jail. When charges are filed on someone, newspaper readers don’t have time to go in depth into people’s cases, they just repeat the charge, verdict, and occasionally might read the Summary Decision. Summary Decisions are written by the courts that depend on this social strife and division, justifying its oppression by painting individuals as monsters when they are not, and painting actual monsters as even worse ones. Embellishment, outrage, violence, and fear screams the State. Monk, compassion, mental health, sympathy, and victim screams the Defense. Social issues do not get resolved in these adversarial, control and revgen courts called an American Justice System. The things boots are permitted to do is frightening…unless of course you are one or aren’t on the receiving end. I’ve experienced all sides of the system and since birth. The system is about control and revenue. Wealthy authority will utilize any and everything available to maintain its obscene authority. Easy to claim police are dirty, that they plan hoping for violence, and they extort people. Much more difficult to get recordings of them in person doing so. I’ve been jumped by boots, beaten by guards, and trampled by the system. I still have zero bodies under my belt. That’s a lot less than many people in your community with much less anger than I have. Attacking the State through me was a bad strategy choice by Varnell’s team. For example, they should have pointed out that the State arrested me under 844(e) in 2010 but didn’t arrest him under it in 2016, shutting the State’s double standard down with a simple logical argument: the fear of the recipient of the threat is no indication of the actual intent of the person threatening. Watch documentaries about history. The State had easy access to technology that could have determined if there was a bunker. They should have pointed out how I should have been charged in 2016 under 922(g). I hate guns and never need one in society, it was only for bears or wolves that wouldn’t go away. I never had to use it. See the government garbage? If you help further their agenda in some fashion they will let you violate their wealthy master’s scribblings. If you have legal proceedings hanging over your head, then to quote Brian Martin if you decide to work for them, “We use you like a $2 whore.” The State decides what is a true threat and what isn’t based on how they decide to word it. The fear level of the recipient is no indication of the intent of the person threatening, but the State pretends it does. This further validates my claims that the State depends and relies on victims, seeking to make the most out of one. Without victims(our social division one side versus the other), it would lose all of its power. Abusive authority depends on the division of the general population. Victims need heroes. Victims need protectors. There is too much social currency attached to being a victim in this society. If someone threatens me to my face, I am less concerned about it than someone threatening me in private. Someone threatening me in private suggests they don’t want me to know it’s coming. Police kidnap people for ransom. If you know they’ll arrest you, you are not going to tell police unless you want to be arrested(in my case for an EOD). If someone threatens me(and they constantly have without physical or legal consequence) I normally take it as anger, vent, release. I have a better understanding of human behavior than the prosecutors and the defense. The fact they show up daily to their for-profit from our social strife “employment” proves this. Suits are bound in doctrine, usually a combination of several paracosms i.e. zombie worship, nationalist rag worship, blue collar, survival etc. The State picks and chooses who it says is a true threat and it is whoever benefits them the most in social control, such as assisting Israel in doing unto others what was done unto them in the 1930’s. The State wins in social division and domination. Often, the person wouldn’t have been a threat without their unjustified presence(not in the Varnell case). How many mental health episodes(they all stem from being forcefully trapped in this dehumanizing construct) resulted in police response and ended with death of the person with the mental health episode? Lots. So many…enough to warrant police never being called to anything other than dead bodies.
If the feds came to Varnell’s mother telling him what he was saying, she would have sent him to the whitecoats. This would have been the best option, though psychiatry is often abused. His mother says he got a 26 on the ACT test but after years of lethargy inducing, brain processing hindering, corporate medications do you sincerely think he would have the ambition to complete corporate doctrine camp(school)? I say corporate doctrine camp because the United States is a corporation and apparently you can’t learn math, science, history, etc with forced flag worship. Then his parents with their zombie worship and “my house my rules” environment, you think he wouldn’t have a hard time mentally? Not all of us are willing to refuse doctrine without our own lives. I would venture a guess that mass killers often commit suicide as the violence equivalent of post-coital guilt/shame. I had a worse life than Varnell. It’s no competition, people have had it much worse than I have. This “I’ve had it bad” excuse for killing people is tired and fucking repulsive. I do not get enough credit for the amount of self control I exhibit and I do not get this credit because motherfuckers like Varnell steal it. Lots of people have guardians. Not the FBI, Jennifer Schmitz type but the custodial type. Lots of people have mental health issues. In fact, 100% of humans have some form of diagnosable mental health issue. They are however, not willing to kill anyone, especially hundreds of people for how they think the world should be. As a youth, adults conditioned me to write my anger instead of fighting. I do. Then they use that writing against me. I have a schizophrenic friend. He is not only harmless but if anyone even mentioned bombing something, he would get away from them as soon as possible and turn them in immediately. I try to resolve things without police. I tried to get Varnell to go off grid instead but he wanted to bomb banks.
At one point Varnell wanted to get his 13 or 14 year old sister and her friends drunk. I’m like “hey – did you hear that audio?” The feds don’t give a fuck about creep crimes when beneficial national fear is being created. They wanted their next domestic face of fear.
If Varnell had to kill those people without detached violence(a button push) but instead having to physically kill them with his hands, I absolutely doubt he would do it. If he did not have the access to what the State provided, he wouldn’t have been able to do all of this. Someone had to hold his hand start to finish. The United States military often operates on this premise. Easier on the conscience to press a button and never see the devastation and suffering you inflict on others. Every level of detachment from the death is that much easier for another to inflict. Hillbillies pull guns and use vehicles on me. I still did not kill them, I just lump them up with my Kali sticks until they stop their behaviors. They never get charges. Would he have done it, if I hadn’t persisted? Did I do the morally sound thing feeding a smaller monster to a bigger one? During the investigation I told Eric Larsen, “I want to just tell him, ‘Varnell, this isn’t okay you can’t just do shit like this.’” and Larsen said I could not do that. Too much time and too many resources invested in public opinion and public funds, I guess. Varnell’s mother is trying to use my mental health as leverage for her son’s exoneration. Talk about knocking your own feet from underneath you. By her absurd logic, my mental health is worse than her son’s but all I’ve done is threaten the people socially, underhandedly attacking me. He was willing to kill people he didn’t even know. In a court case in 2013 he hired his own psychologist that said he was malingering. They reference a message I wrote my probation officer obviously to be as offensive and randomly violent as possible. I was already accused of saying things I didn’t, so I just spilled on the page. Also, the more suffering I endure without recourse the more violent my words are. I was almost out of my medication and Red Rock gives you a prescription upon release. That message was to get me in. I only act on someone when they act on me first and even then it is still menor cantididad de violencia requerida. Read the message, you’ll see it is NOTHING like how I write. These corporate chemicals are just as dependency creating as street ones. I was trying to also use a monster to get access to a bigger one. That is why I offered and told them I could build their case for them. They pushed Varnell’s mental health so hard that I think it helped make the jury fear him. Crazy is used next to criminal to dehumanize people and refuse any valid information that comes from them. They essentially helped paint a picture that he’s often not aware of what’s going on, is malleable, and lives in a paracosm but is angry and is ready to kill. We are not the same. I have had people try to kill me and still preserved their existence. Try to paint me in the same light as those that do not value life because of some words if you want, but too many people know that I severely value life. Too many people know I am not who the State, their bulletin boards, and Varnell’s zombie worshiping, dickhead family members say I am. Melonie and Clifford believe a zombie was born to a virgin, walked on water, and generated food from nothing yet talk about their son being irrational, thinking he can make gold. Also, Clifford didn’t say a thing:
We are all trapped in a dehumanizing system. Lots of people are angry. You can’t go kill others for it. You can only resist it happening to you. Mass killers will continue to pop up in society, people have no recourse or outlet. I am not condoning their behavior only playing devil’s advocate.
I needed no immunity because I didn’t cause suffering for other beings. Varnell’s attorney’s kept saying that me smoking cannabis nullifies any immunity. This is how absurd the law is. Pretend I bombed a bank before Varnell’s BancFirst and I was given immunity for cooperation. How does smoking cannabis factor in existentially, morally regarding charging decision about that other bank? Or a gun? Or hacking the FBoP, the DoD? That means the only reason I would not be charged is based solely on whether I smoked cannabis or not. That is intellectually defective and logically repulsive. Varnell’s attorney loves blaming cannabis as if it gave Varnell marionette strings. It did not make him more susceptible, pliable. It made him more reserved. The boots talk about having admonished me for smoking cannabis. Boot are stupid and abusive authority. Admonish away, bagboi, I’m sure I’ll cooperate with your arbitrary directives. They truly do not care, they just had to make it look like they weren’t okay with violating petty, wealthy suit scribblings. The feds barred me from working for them citing being an uncontrollable source, but only of course after his arrest. Agent Brian Martin is a Cold War leftover. A mindless, hillbilly dump of an OKC cop that can’t think outside of flag, song, hand salute, and polishing that bald eagle phallus. Strange that he is not in this trial yet was as equally involved with me as Agent Larsen was. Agent Brian Martin was never called to the stand. His absence is extra loud to me because of how ridiculous the defense’s cannabis strategy was. He met with my friend and I unrelated to the Varnell case. My friend is knowledgeable about cultivation and Brian Martin needed someone to grow for him on his cannabis farm. Martin originally asked me to do it but I’m not very knowledgeable in cannabis cultivation. I told my friend about it and asked if he wanted me to suggest him to Martin for the job. He did. Brian Martin agreed. We met. I didn’t violate federal scribblings regarding the bombing and the scribblings I violated unrelated, such as leaving the geographic boundary to go off grid myself, I unjustly answered for. I also served more time than I was supposed to, yet the media said the opposite with a two-faced apology later with accompanying quotes from Martin:
Their quack’n’hack of a doctor Shawn Roberson assists the State with his testimony i.e. Volume 8 Page 21 where he challenges Marna’s cannabis strategy and asserts malingering. These forensic psychologists are a joke that only help courts railroad people. Especially those challenging abusive authority. Often, the person fills out self-reporting surveys, then the State uses those surveys to classify/dehumanize them. Roberson was apparently hired by Varnell’s team. Again, talk about knocking your own feet from under you. Is Varnell aware or isn’t he? If he is, then he can’t use paracosms as excuse when it is convenient. The prosecutor said that in Varnell’s mind, protests don’t work. Varnell isn’t wrong about that. They don’t. They cycle of police violence has continued. The American protest cycle is outrage, group up, then get any promises from wealthy authority required in order to get the outraged clocked back in and still deferring to that wealthy authority. Outrage, group up, then get any promises from wealthy authority required in order to get the outraged clocked back in and still deferring to that wealthy authority. Protests not working is not a valid argument for mass killing, either.
His trial was delayed because the jail refused to give me my medications. Court was livid with the jail but not on my behalf or because an inmate was being denied healthcare, only because it delayed their precious process. A spiteful jail nurse that is busier trying to arrange cumming on occasion with the detention officer she likes, than caring for those trapped under her certification, employment, and authority. Degenerate cunt with the “I want to see a manager about my fatass fast food order, now!” haircut. Whitecoats are people. If they detest you, they will usually assist you less. As with the system hiding behind “support the troops”, the criminal enterprise called healthcare does the same with nurses and doctors. “Why would you fight someone trying to help you?! That just isn’t rational behavior.” Well, genius, it’s probably because they are not trying to help the individual but the system disguised as helping the individual, or sometimes harm the individual with chemicals. Cannabis is what Varnell’s team references as “drug use”. I take corporate chemicals. System whitecoats will behave with me or they will get resistance all the way up to and including my death. Is that worth petty chemicals to the State? Absolutely. A dead person is zero cost medically. Healthcare is a criminal enterprise. The State forcing a dependency for mental health stability then withholding it as punishment is psychological warfare and I’ll fight it. I will not allow suits or boots to Craig Ridley or Adrian Schoolcraft me. Prosecutors and their mindless bagbois/buttonmen are absolute trash.
Most defense attorneys and whitecoats are as mindlessly apathetic as many of the boots are sadistic. Their daily behaviors and routines are socially destructive yet they claim the opposite. Systemite(noun, repulsive):
Regarding the pull some Hitler shit creating the problem, then the solution statement, that was joke metaphor for Varnell’s benefit. It was about a mobile app called Find Hitler’s Fingers(see image of pg 10 of 205 below), not people. I abhor Hitler, Stalin, Mussolini, Genghis, Pol Pot, and any other monsters willing to exterminate groups of people for the benefit of another. I am willing to terminate apps for the benefit of another app. I do not equate human life with an app. My thoughts are also non-anthropocentric. When you are acting out a part, you say things you don’t agree with as part of that character performance. Such as I did to get the US boots open-mouthed. Had I agreed to beat the fuck out of Varnell upon his arrest, I am pretty sure the boots would have used him fighting back as excuse to kill him, and potentially me. I think this because of the ridiculous, irrational, bird/snake type of statements they made claiming the bird kills and consumes the snake(Varnell):
Police are violent, home-invading killers that are so tough yet claim they are afraid of everything that moves, everything that doesn’t, anything that looks like it did, or could have in the past so could potentially in the future, etc. You have to be sadistic, afraid of everything, indoctrinated, or all of the above to want to be American police(NKVD/OVRA/SS reruns). Police kill hundreds of people annually. Varnell was wanting to kill in a matter of seconds what police kill annually, though it was police that helped him do it. That doesn’t excuse it, it is just shared culpability (Vol 7 Page 138). How do you punish an entire government? Well, that’s what I have been trying to do with my books, recordings, and videos. System enforcers violently kill kids, elderly, and disabled people and for nothing. I do not expect an easy exit from the planet. Especially when I challenge so many groups on their social garbage which makes me an easy target as I am not a fucking coward that groups up with my friends. I live daily, trying to cause the least amount of suffering to other life. I will stand up for myself and others. I find it hilarious and validating that the local boot loudspeakers don’t mention Varnell in their articles about my arrest for resisting abusive authority or my arrest for sending one of their devout worshipers consumed by blind loyalty to the hospital, or the turtle bois, just my phone threat. Think about that. The goal of the media is to paint someone as their benefactors need them to. Ad hominem everyone to death using bogus things said by someone else, just as Varnell’s family and attorneys tried to do to me with the garbage said by my son’s mother. The media’s goal is to get voters on “BlUe MaN gOoD, cHaLlEnGeR bAd!” time. My daily behaviors and routines prove I value life while their daily behaviors and routines prove they only pretend to. I got these charges I am on bail for because I wanted them. Neither asking, begging, nor demanding gets the State to stop dominating us or police to stop stealing from us for arbitrary system infractions to fund themselves. Just because I previously worked for them doesn’t mean I would allow atrocious, socially depraved behavior by them. My upcoming trial is really police on trial, that’s the whole point. I can’t be heard otherwise. When I am on the Dock of the Defendant, I am the only one speaking. My challenges against the State and the way I resisted are valid and can be rationjally defended. You cannot rationally defend mass killings. The State is the now the one attempting to use mental health, except instead of explaining how I have no thought processing disorder, this time the local, nationalist, militant system enforcers(aka road pirates, aka extortion artists, aka Blue Stripe Bandits) are claiming the opposite. The State is now doing what Varnell’s team did with me then. They do not have time to read Varnell’s trial transcript. They do not have time to read my books. Using intimidation and mental health, the State is trying to avoid a trial with me. I am no Robert Card, Ethan Crumbley, or Varnell. Resisting abusive authority is also not new behavior for me:
At the time I rationalized feeding a smaller monster to a bigger one to get evidence against the bigger one. Oh, wait, I still rationalize it that way. I got recordings but it just hasn’t seem to have done anything except make a few people go “What the fuck?!” and “That’s horrible!!” but then it’s back to their regularly scheduled programming. How do you hold an entire government accountable when they create the people they need you to fear in order to condition you to consent to their obscene authority? The M.O. of American police is dehumanize and exploit people then call them criminals/crazy when they get the courage to stand up for themselves. Their wealthy masters in government protect them from their victims. The way they stormed his family’s residence was disgusting. All the information they had shows that nothing and no one in that house was a threat. That wasn’t Varnell’s residence, he just lived in a trailer on the property. It’s like when Ethan Crumbley shot the school up so they arrested his parents as some sort of deterrent for kids that love their parents. That sure stopped the school shootings, huh? All the State efforts stop them, and voters begging the State to dominate us with violent police to do so, has only increased mass killings. Violence by a member of the general public committed on the general public is used as leverage by the State for more control, more chains through your fear.
Barry Black, same as the hillbilly Keystone Kop Martin, is a dumb dump of a human. He is supposed to know about things going on the case, except all the important things like who is involved, federal regulations on ANFO purchases, etc. How are you going to work all the high profile OKC cases but not know those involved in them? Regarding McVeigh, Michael Fortier ultimately pleaded guilty to charges of knowing about the bombing but doing nothing to stop it. I was not going to be Fortier. Let’s say every agent and every police officer does horrible things. Not horrible things by legal wording(they do that daily with protection), but horrible things existentially. What the fuck are you going to do about it? N. O. T. H. I. N. G. You’re going to continue to beg wealthy suits which gives the boots their obscene authority, causing the problems to begin with. Retards. Beg for abusive authority you get what you get. Voters built this police state with their disgusting. ‘begging wealthy authority’ behavior.
By the end of the trial, the voters just wanted to go home. They were tired of the all day ask and answer and it’s too easy to return verdict with him having redialed and made all the statements he did that were not character/role playing. Role playing such as when I mention a subject, my take on it, and he responded with his own. I did not give him words to say. The judge kept rushing everyone constantly and thinks the human mind works in ways that it doesn’t:
Witness testimonies would have provided more information were they not pressured by the robed tyrant and his precious clock. An entire trial is deception and manipulation of a juror’s thought process. Marna kept misquoting recordings trying to get people to agree to it. All the side-bars, sustained objections, permitted evidence, etc don’t paint an accurate picture and whether someone is found guilty or innocent, it does not solve the social issues that created the circumstances and individuals to begin with. Guilt is something the State demands of others failing to realize how many hundreds of thousands of innocent lives they have destroyed with those existentially invalid demands. This specific trial was just another part of the State’s never-ending mental assault on society to keep people in a constant state of fear. Beings paralyzed with fear are controllable. Fear of disease, fear of nature, fear of each others, fear of foreigners, and on and on and on. The State has been at the social domination game for much longer than any of us have existed. They utilize these fears. Pretending for a moment charging people solves anything, if they felt he was not a threat to charge under 844(e), they should have contacted his guardian and she would have had him sent to the hospital. The State needed the domestic terrorism leverage against the general public, though.
The following sections were written before I had access to the trial transcript and read it for the first time, plus some additions that fit such as conversations with his mother and her reporter:
Here is the media briefing. Here is another where the 1000lb Ersatz himself calls me a psychopath that normalized anti-government sentiment. In their article quotes are only around psychopath and normalized so maybe anti-government sentiment wasn’t said. “It was far from only me that this crime was committed”, he said. If I am a psychopath who normalized anti-government sentiment, what are you doing loving my music and engaging in plots of domestic destruction with me as a ‘partner’? I did what Terry Nichols should have done. However it was lose-lose. Pin the state to the mat and Varnell goes free to build bombs without guidance or maybe to just sit in his parents trailer and smoke ice until he dies. Pin Varnell to the mat and the state is allowed to continue doing things as is, exploiting us all. You cannot kill people for how you think the world should be. I would have had double digit notches in my knives if that were the case. The case. I am in a position where I could kill Varnell or just escape society. I chose not to go monsterslaughtering and went to New Mexico to live outdoors off-grid. The system has no recourse for most people. You either conform to cheap labor and materialistic waste and excess, or you get incarcerated and/or die. Leaving and going to New Mexico was a probation violation and a coward’s way out. Also I can’t document case after case after case if I am behind the wall for exploding on one of them. I was in my tent thinking about that simulated explosion that hadn’t happened yet. Then a few days later I was in my cell thinking about that simulated explosion that hadn’t happened yet. I contacted my attorney Julia Summers and told her I have some information that could stop people from dying. I asked for nothing in return. Even to go free. I do not want innocent bodies on my conscience. Innocent being they are either ignorant consumer slaves and/or are not morally reprehensible. Someone who has stolen a car or robbed a bank without violence is innocent, someone who has molested children or killed for money are not innocent. Omission is commission.
I talk much inflammatory shit on social media about the United States manufacturing plots of domestic terrorism(Operation Northwoods for example) and many things that made the state look exactly as they are. The defense (Marna Franklin and Vicki Banana(mother of Michael Banana who slaughtered that Iraqi and got off on a technicality)) were like, “Ohhh shit – we might be able to work this and get Varnell off!” I mean, whore behavior is whore behavior. You sold yourself short though trying to bury me in court making it look like he’s not the monster. If my mental fortitude wasn’t what it was, you might have gotten that off, too. However, since the environment my son‘s mother created to get some taxpayer dollars + child support dollars, I have learned how to defend myself against spiteful behavior and malicious lies. They tried to use what my son’s mother said I did and my verbal reactions to the police and court’s actions, to try to get Varnell free. Instead they gave me a platform to show, in court, how it was bogus. If I did it I’ll own it. Wouldn’t be so bad if she just went around saying things. Someone could confront me and I would show how it’s bogus. However, in Oklahoma the state loves to capitalize on domestic disputes and most of the women know that. Rednecks dote on their daughters and make them think they are princesses. When they don’t get their way they resort to doing devious, underhanded shit. I sincerely do not get enough credit for the amount of self control I exhibit. Marna Franklin at one point, after a played audio to the jury, tried to say “didn’t you say ‘we have to do something about this’ to Varnell?” I responded, “you left out where I said, ‘I agree with you, we have to do something about this.‘” The robed authority Timothy Digiusti told me at one point that the trial was going to take an eternity if I continued to editorialize. I said she keeps misrepresenting things. There was no way I could just say yes or no if I know she is lying with statistics or lying with circumstances. She blatantly twisted actual evidence to make it look like I forced him. I roasted the defense the like New Orleans Saints. I didn’t want to be there to begin with so they(the defense) sent the marshals fugitive task force after me. In the case they cited to get the material arrest warrant issued, there were seven subpoena attempts beforehand. In mine there were zero attempts. I was transported to Oklahoma. The “if you see something, say something!” campaign by the FBI/JTTF was supposedly the reason for the extensive investigation, walkthroughs, practice runs, and media runs. However, it really translates as “fear terror, so trust the state” and we operate in a society where if someone does something wrong/worse it often excuses the other party’s actions, so they have to show the same fear inducing images over and over. Conditioning also works this way. The simulated explosion shown on the news was weak. I was sitting in Logan county when I saw it. I was on a unit with some degenerate humans. I do not consider myself a degenerate though I can, and sometimes need to, pass for one in the environment. An aryan shithead named Long stays fresh in my mind. I kept yelling “hang the schutze/gestapo” at the detention officers. Long and the other aryans pulled me in a cell and asked me what I was talking about.
I had to explain to them what the gestapo and schutze were. I had to explain to them Bonobos and chimps and resource competition. I tried to do so without offending the ignorant symbolism of their stupid gang. No one wants to be ganged up on in a cell by aryans. I didn’t cower, I just stated shit as it was. The big guy could only say “Flag, America, only real man slave for corporation blah blah blah”. Those specific UAB aryans are such wannabe police and slaves that they have actual gestapo officers tattooed on them. I left the cell and life went on. Until I saw the news run. Typical fear-mongering but how long before my name and face? I asked to be transferred to a solitary cell where I could read, write, and not have to pretend I love interacting with degenerate humans. I was transferred to a solitary cell. I kept switching Anika Folsom’s commissary number so that she and Long could not communicate through the first letters on the shopping cart of commissary items. Logan county federal holding is where the protective custody people go. The simulated explosion had me cracking up. What a ridiculous fucking thing. After my testimony, the marshals released me to be transported by a human trafficking freight company called US Corrections. I had an extortion of a pedophile charge in Florida. Obviously not extortion but I pled to an interception of communications misdemeanor and was told not to return to Florida for one year. As shown by that link and Varnell I am pretty adept at outing monsters. I am not allowed to do anything about it. The result of many shows me the state does not give a goddamn fuck about you or your suffering unless there is revenue or image profiteering involved. Image profiteering is what the FBI does. This entire Varnell situation for example. They gain in public perception and maintaining social order through fear.
“the media talking heads love to focus on the marijuana like that is some substance that if you give it to someone, then you magically get marionette strings.”– me, each time it is brought up
We all have had life fucked up in some way or another. Yours and Varnell’s probably not as severe as mine, mine not as severe as many others. I don’t go kill people and then try to hide behind my childhood or some ideology or another. Ed Gein processed differently also. Ed Gein had a thought disorder. I know people with schizophrenia. Genuine, actual schizophrenia. People have a really bad habit of mislabeling mental health. Governments throughout history absolutely love labeling anyone that presents a possible challenge to the financial construct of cheap labor and exploitation ‘crazy’ in some form or fashion. Depends on the person, their behavior, what their history looks like on paper. They’ll find something to keep voters rejecting any information that would have them realize that only slaves need masters. No schizophrenic person I have known has ever been violent towards others. It is usually turned on themselves. Schizophrenics are less violent than the rest of the population, anyway. The conditioned populous needs labels to categorize ‘bad’ or ‘negative’ events that rise from frustrations of the cheap labor, so that they themselves can continue clocking in as cheap labor. State psychiatrists/psychologists are permitted to lie in legal paperwork.
Here is conversation with the reporter she sent, Nick Alexandrov. I had faith in him, and did some Zoom calls with him until I saw how we was following the same process as the other reporters just repeating what others said while trying to use me to discredit the State. That doesn’t work. I am discrediting the State and my arguments are sound. Trying to discredit me, discredits you along with the State. The State will use force and treachery because it can’t defend itself against my challenges to their dehumanization, exploitation of society, and destruction of the environment that sustains us.
Maybe my actions keep future killers from grouping up with others, creating lone wolves. At least half of the people that are grouped up will give up information when confronted, so if they go solo the only way the state gets information is if they tell on themselves. 1 in 8 cooperate for freedom or a sentence reduction. Many create stories. Sometimes it is the police that create stories. In the law enforcement industry there have been so many mishandlings of confidential informants that it made me wonder if I should continue or just pass along his name, his intentions, and then bounce like dryer sheets. I’m not going to spend my life running or hiding. Also, not knowing what is happening step by step would put my anxiety into fuck everything up mode, I saw it through. It was a great experience because my law enforcement contact has always been on the other side. It showed me how they operate. I do what I always do, pretend to be a know-it-all that is wrong about things, pretend to be stupid. In this case it helped to gush over working for the big bad FBI guys. It showed submissiveness and placed myself beneath them socially in our interactions. I didn’t let my real feelings show. I couldn’t. I usually do but in this situation I had to call on self discipline. At work, I don’t pretend to be nice to customers because they have a piece of paper with dead presidents on it and if I don’t I’ll lose my place to live, lose food to eat. I’ll not debase myself. I’ll not let my basic needs be held hostage for your dollar. Ultimately I get fired but I leave with my mental existence in tact, they remain corporate drones. If you desire to be a corporate drone, go ahead with your uncle tomfoolery, your taxed wages become for those who refuse to be corporate nothings. Your existence for baubles and trinkets(luxuries and electronics) as a non-autonomous corporate slave is not a lifestyle anyone should desire, let alone respect. I don’t respect profession and I always tell the hourly employees to clock out as we are not meant to exist this way or I tell them don’t let them work you to death. Speaking of disrespecting professions and brushing the boot taste out of your mouth, police are necessary but the unformed patrolmen are not. Stealing wages for 4mph is not a civil servant it’s an exploitation artist with a gun. Police that hunt child predators and killers, home invaders, etc are necessary. Too much is done out of abuse of power and out of job security. Fire department overpaid? Start some fucking fires. I proposed things with my audio recording on such as ‘$50,000 I’ll take him out‘ to see how they reacted. Podunk hick cop Brian Martin said well ‘we can discuss those things‘. It felt at first, that he may be trying to put a case on me but after his bird/snake type of garbage and talk of me doing Cartel work in Panama, it was legitimate. I left it be and saved the audio. He also kept repeating that if I pull through for them a floodgate of shit would open up for me to do, yet when I asked Eric Larsen about possible Cybersecurity work, each time he lamely deflected with ‘I think Jennifer [Agent Schmitt] is working on some internet stuff for you, like maybe have you make some fake Facebook profiles or something‘. That quote is not exact but was the answer every time. I’m thinking to myself, you dumb fucking jackboot motherfucker in a suit. I want work work. I could make fake profiles on my own to catch creeps. I have and they don’t get booked or they get off with probation. The state is ungodly lenient on the sexually depraved. You’ll get more time for bogus drugs in Oklahoma than you will for fucking a child or a goat. So I just kept recording and kept doing what was expected by the FBI/JTTF.
After the pretend explosion and my scripted conversation with Meg Frankfurter of the phallus receptacle Oklahoman, I was closed as a source for being an uncontrollable one. Everyone knows I don’t give a shit about money but the agents genuinely believed I worshiped being given it. A lot of the amount I was quoted as receiving went towards things in the investigation. The storage unit, the van, equipping the van, etc. I got myself a cheap sedan, cleared some debts, and continued trying to get into a Cybersecurity unit while taking stupid classes at OCCC. I am not going to pay for knowledge or go into a lifetime of debt for it. Especially when it is freely available if you look. so I stopped taking the classes, you should as well. I have two options as CHS-1. I could let the state do its thing and remain hidden, or out myself with bogus wording and let the media twist enough shit to cause confusion and reasonable doubt. See, Varnell is a threat but the FBI/JTTF are bigger ones.
Here is the initial filing by Agent Eric Larsen.
Why couldn’t he have been given mental health treatment? No amount of therapy, medication, or combination of medications have made me think that things in society are okay. I am not Varnell but I have a hard time thinking his sentiments and views would change. Social media and his own anger would have combined to create a 1000lb situation that wasn’t prevented.
I refuse paracosmic thought as much as humanly possible. Pretending bad things don’t exist is apparently possible for some people but I do not see the fuck how. Varnell’s rage was justified however, his methods were not only garbage, they were capitalized on by the state. I love coding and I hate sexual predators. Seems like a good fit for me to work on RSA shit, so I do. I would like to use whatever skills I have available to me, to help stop suffering on a societal scale. The older I get, the more I see society doesn’t want that because they are conditioned to be this way. They are in love with their suffering. During my time at Grady I hacked their system within a few days. I gave it to them through my attorney step by step. Look at how I can be of value to stop depravity. Still not good enough. That is not the agenda of the FBI/JTTF. The public relations agenda is fear and more fear. Fear controls society. To the state, fear justifies the nullification of civil rights. If this Ersatz McVeigh had been successful, the state would have pulled a Reichstag Fire Decree. Seeing the decades long cycle of violence in American society caused by voters, suits, and boots – this PsyOp was whackamole at best. Security and safety are always used to justify police state policies. Who are protectors without bad guys? Who are gods with no one to worship them? Our social strife is the State’s lucrative business model.
Eric Larsen is, to the bone, a federal ass, military ass agent. Like the part of the brain that decides whether or not to tell a lie, but if it does it does it to the best of your ability – once a target is found, any and every means possible to get that target to behave as intended. To be fair, the feds aren’t out picking random targets. They rely on people calling them. If Varnell wasn’t bout it bout it, he could have stopped at any time. He was given multiple opportunities throughout the course of the investigation to say fuck it, no, nevermind, I don’t wanna. I know I am not the majority of people but if put in the life or death moments of choice, I could be surrounded by Aryans(I have been) and won’t pretend to love Aryan shit(I didn’t) unless it helps me get information to shut them the fuck down. I’d rather die than conform to NKVD/OVRA/SS propaganda of either thugs nor police. It’s just as lazy to believe nothing the government tells you as it is believing everything the government tells you. I would rather stand on what’s solid and what is morally sound and die doing it than exist further knowing I submitted and conformed. Either way, I made no threats, no fear, it was his choice after choice. At one point his attorneys(according to Mark ‘Dr Phil’ Stoneman) were going to attempt to say that I got him to fall in love with me or tried to, and that was how I manipulated him. He said it was a shotgun defense where they fire some bullshit and see if anything hits. I said at one point during one of Marna’s awkward paperwork pauses, “…I just don’t like having my integrity questioned by someone whose slogan is ‘admit nothing, deny everything’…” My attorney told me this could cause a mistrial. I was thinking what the fuck? Marna is trying to ad hominem me to death(and failing miserably at it), I do the same and everyone is like ‘oh woah hold up you can’t do that’? No, I’ll make sure the truth isn’t spun further by her. She tried so hard to be my son’s mother and my ex-girlfriend that I thought a Tony award was in order. I didn’t have one on me. I did have shackles though because people in orange are dangerous. All of them. no matter what they were accused of or if they did it or not. Danger. A guilty conviction does not mean they are guilty and a not guilty verdict does not mean they didn’t do the thing.
To conclude this writing, I feel, except for the stupid New Mexico adventure, I made the best choices with the options I had available to me. One thing is absolutely certain. There are three main parties in this situation. Varnell, myself, and the State. Only one of us has zero murders on our conscience.
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